Once again, a decision required. Can't I just choose chicken?

I have been trying rather unsuccessfully for months to sort out my future. Well that's all nonsense. I know one thing for certain in my future. I will go to medical school. I don't know which one, or where, but I will go. Do I really have to deal with everything else? I mean, really?

Today I got my last request for Georgetown recommendations done. I am hoping the review process will go adequately well. Frankly I am peeing my pants scared but still. One more thing needs to be ironed out really soon. Cross your fingers, pray, whatever you do, I will take the support in any form.

As for my future, it appears that I will be heading back to Seattle for the immediate future. While I love D.C. and am going to really miss my apartment, the lower cost of living will definitely increase my ability to pay for . . . well, anything! I am up for other adventures for sure and certain, but I needed to a place to chill for a little while. No, there is still no word on jobs. And that really freaks me out. But I will try and hit the ground running, all the same.

By Wednesday of next week, I will be done with Georgetown, at least the PBPM part.

Is it worse. . .

That I made the bad coffee or that I drank it despite its possible ability to revive people long dead to give them a heart attack properties?

Can you tell I am studying for a test? So close to winding down again. I am definitely feeling the pressing need for employment.

Lonely places

Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen.
- John le Carre

Do you ever. . .

Find yourself actually finishing a multitude of tasks, feel accomplished for a moment, the realize you have been avoiding the actual thing that needs to be done?

Tummy woes . . .

I think the butterflies in my stomach have started eating their way out. Do you think that could be a problem?

One thing at a time . . . finish line in sight!

I just finished my last physics problem set. Ever! This morning I checked out of organic chemistry lab. In just a few minutes I will finish my last ever organic lab report. I still have a biochem test, final and project, a physics test and final, an organic lab quiz, and an organic chemistry final. I am not done. But to only have a final left in organic really takes a weight off my mind. I think I did not do so well on the test last night. Frankly I did not talk to a single person who walked out feeling like they had solidly done well on that test. UGH! But to put it behind me! Hurrah!


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The pollen count is high when . . .

You leave your windows open in a 7th floor apartment near few trees and the table becomes coated with visibly thick residues. Wiping it took 3 paper towels. Thank heaven for today's rain.